“Fake it til you make it, “ Mark advised soon after rescuing me from the Wash DC human trafficking swamp. “Predators, abusers, and puppet-tears know exactly what signs of heightened suggestibility to look for. CIA and FBI are trained to look for those specific traits. Hell, even cult leaders are savvy to signs of heightened suggestibility resultant from abuse these ‘daze’ so be aware of the signs they are looking for and fake it til you make it.”
I do not know how I could have survived those first months and even years of healing from MK Ultra mind control had I not heeded Mark’s wise advice. Today I see numerous survivors ignorantly displaying neon signs of abuse and ultimately being triggered back into abuse bases and under mind control.
It is easy for survivors to recognize other survivors, telepathically, energetically and through physical signs. Those of us who have healed from within our selves to reclaim self control and inner peace need to alert other survivors to their signs of vulnerability so they, too, can ‘fake it til they make it’.
Depersonalization results from extreme dissociation to the point victims do not consciously see themselves in a mirror. This results in displays of extreme appearance in a subconscious effort to assert pleas for help that victims struggling to become survivors cannot think to voice.
Depersonalization can become so extreme from unspeakable trauma that victims lose their ability to feel or register pain anymore. Often this is displayed in excessive piercings and tattoos in sensitive areas.
Subconscious displays of abuse can also double as asserted effort to offend or repel others when in fact it also invites more abuse from predators looking for those signs.
My experience under MK Ultra mind control on a White House/Pentagon level included control of my appearance. How I walked, when I talked, and how I was dressed were all controlled through programming.
I deprogrammed the program first, writing out detailed instruction of my programmers. I even heard their voices in my head saying, “walk this way” until I wrote it out. By activating the logic part of my brain through moving a pen, neuron pathways in my brain re-opened, freeing compartmentalized memory and allowing for my own natural physical expression of walking. My gait changed once and for all, never reverting back to programmed mannerisms.
Mannerisms that are recognizable even in children include a fixed gaze on genital areas. This is often a defense mechanism of ‘sizing up’ abuse that also reflects heightened sexuality obsession. In a silent plea for help, the fixed gaze may also be a pleading look at passerbys, into cars, or staring at the ground avoiding eye contact. Be mindful of your gaze, while understanding extended gaze without blinking indicates dissociation and ultimately vulnerability.
Stun guns were commonly used for mind control back when I endured MK Ultra programming. Resultant stun gun electric prod ‘burns’ were strategically left as indicators on strategic parts of my body as a signifier to those in the know what I was programmed to do. These stun gun burns turned into ‘beauty mark’ moles signifying message delivery, oral sex, and more. I had those moles removed since they were a trigger to me and signifier to abusers.
I did not have visible rose or monarch tattoos as many other MK Ultra victims did since my decorative signifiers were usually displayed in jewelry, which ultimately was easy to remove!
Mark explained extreme hair design and color are reflective of depersonalization and heightened suggestibility, akin to a target painted on the highly suggestible. Additionally, severity of pulling back hair like a ninja in a desperate display of clearing 44x acuity peripheral vision as a subconscious defense mechanism can also signify extreme abuse. Relaxed natural hair can be an easy way to ‘fake it til you make it’!
Oftentimes abuse is displayed in weight extremes, reflecting an inability to gauge amounts due to lack of continuity of thought. In my initial healing I went from size 0 to size 14 seemingly overnight until I learned the benefits of nutritious, conscious eating.
My bones did not appreciate sudden weight fluctuation that led Mark to advising I avoid outer displays of discomfort in favor of healing from within.
Oftentimes survivors wear bandages and braces subconsciously displaying their need for inner healing. This is a common neon sign of unresolved issues and thus heightened suggestibility, alerting those in the know to vulnerability.
Um, rocking, nail biting, and- ugh- nose picking indicate neuron pathways are not firing properly without added stimulation and distractive hesitation. One of the most beautiful survivors I’ve ever known could not keep her finger out of her nose as developed in childhood. When predators see these signs, they are ready to fill those thought voids of suggestibility with their controls. When in public, refrain from these actions.
While you are at it, be mindful to keep your shoulders back and feet from pointing in as curling in are indicative of low self esteem and inner pain from abuse.
Survivors, these are not criticisms! What you have already survived is extreme, so be gentle with yourself as you heal. Healing is a process, not an event. Celebrate your victory allways. As you gain self control and inner strength, you will no longer have subconscious need of alerting others to the formerly unspeakable.
When you consciously real-eyes this, you can make wise choices for your self to keep your past from intruding on your present. Be mindful of what you display when you are out in public to assure you are not advertising vulnerability to that ever increasing number of predators out there.
Be mindful who you share any information with until all abusers are identified and you are in full self control. Predators can be strategically placed in positions of influence, so it is essential to put everything in duplicate writing. Keep a paper trail that cannot be altered by today’s tech advancements. One corrupt FBI director can influence the agency, which in turn has authority over local law enforcement! Seeking justice through today’s corrupt system is as unlikely as receiving validation of your abuse from our ignorant, uncompassionate society.
Be strong in who you are before speaking out so that when your message is neither received nor confirmed outside your self, you will still stand strong in your own truth.
What message are you wearing on your tee shirt today? Has heightened suggestibility caused you to follow the latest school indoctrination or repetitive media narrative? Abortion? Ukraine? Israel? Rainbows promoting the very sexual abuse that you are contending with today? Or are you still wearing divisive Black Lives Matter slogans?
While society promotes neon signs of abuse to perpetuate the pedophile/mind control agenda and ultimately a compliant society, is accepting the imposed ‘new norm’ condoning abuse? Or has compassion opened your eyes to what in the world is really going on with media generated trends?
Do you really have need for that mask that repetitive media narrative suggested you wear? We have indoctrinated a generation of children into depersonalization with masks while inhibiting oxygen to their brain necessary for critical analysis free thought. Is it any wonder extreme appearance is on the rise?
With much of society marching to New World Orders these ‘daze’, it requires monuMental strength for survivors to reclaim and retain free thought. In order to ease and accelerate that healing journey, make wise conscious choices along the way. By the time you have healed fully from within, you will have abSOULute defense against any predators… regardless of how you choose to express your appearance!
Who’d have thought ‘fake it til you make it’ would be such a powerful tool toward empowering free thought to live true to soul in light of love? Mark wisely did, and I am so grateful for his advice that I am sharing it with you now so you, too, can securely make independent conscious choices!